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I feel like I've been hit with a tornado of profound-ity lately... I made up that word, 'profound-ity'... but you catch my drift.
In Captivating , we've been reading about how 'true feminity brings forth true masculinity'. I love the concept. The more I act out my feminine roll, the more it brings forth the masculine roll. Men and women are equals, but we compliment eachother. When a woman is vulnerable, the man is a warrior, rescuer. When a man is broken, the women is a consoler, a healer. What a beautiful creation...
I've been struggling a lot lately with remember my priorites. I forget Who is most important in my life. I put other people in front of someone who loves me more than anyone. It breaks my heart to know He's always standing by, always waiting, just to spend time with me. Today I was sitting in front of my mirror, putting my makeup on, and before I knew it, tears were rolling down my face. I could literally hear God calling me to be with Him. So I put everything away and layed on my stomach and had a pretty good conversation with Him. I have never felt something more real. Heart of my own heart.
"where soul meets body"
Jake put something in his myspace about how "in order to experience everyday spirituality, we need to remember that we are spiritual beings spending some time in a human body"... it made me think pretty hard.
Why do girls chase this impossible image of beauty? Why do I paint my toenailes, highlight my hair, go to the gym everyday? Especially when I know that the God of the universe, the Creator, the KING thinks I'm beautiful? Isnt that the only thing that matters?
Then why God would you create us to have holes in our lives that aren't filled unless we are with another child of God, a counterpart? Someone who loves You and then us? Why do we have to wait? I know.. stupid question...
"spirit cry for this generation, we're chasing the wind trying to embrace it..."
I suppose these are question women will ask themselves for the rest of time. It's foolish to think I can accomplish any answer by only posting the questions on livejournal. Sometimes I just wish I could have everything, all the answers, handed to me on a silver platter...
xo
In Captivating , we've been reading about how 'true feminity brings forth true masculinity'. I love the concept. The more I act out my feminine roll, the more it brings forth the masculine roll. Men and women are equals, but we compliment eachother. When a woman is vulnerable, the man is a warrior, rescuer. When a man is broken, the women is a consoler, a healer. What a beautiful creation...
I've been struggling a lot lately with remember my priorites. I forget Who is most important in my life. I put other people in front of someone who loves me more than anyone. It breaks my heart to know He's always standing by, always waiting, just to spend time with me. Today I was sitting in front of my mirror, putting my makeup on, and before I knew it, tears were rolling down my face. I could literally hear God calling me to be with Him. So I put everything away and layed on my stomach and had a pretty good conversation with Him. I have never felt something more real. Heart of my own heart.
"where soul meets body"
Jake put something in his myspace about how "in order to experience everyday spirituality, we need to remember that we are spiritual beings spending some time in a human body"... it made me think pretty hard.
Why do girls chase this impossible image of beauty? Why do I paint my toenailes, highlight my hair, go to the gym everyday? Especially when I know that the God of the universe, the Creator, the KING thinks I'm beautiful? Isnt that the only thing that matters?
Then why God would you create us to have holes in our lives that aren't filled unless we are with another child of God, a counterpart? Someone who loves You and then us? Why do we have to wait? I know.. stupid question...
"spirit cry for this generation, we're chasing the wind trying to embrace it..."
I suppose these are question women will ask themselves for the rest of time. It's foolish to think I can accomplish any answer by only posting the questions on livejournal. Sometimes I just wish I could have everything, all the answers, handed to me on a silver platter...
xo