Jan 13, 2006 00:57
"No one else can fix me
Although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinking someone else will do
But you're the only one
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around"
Honestly there are days and nights when the last thing I want to do is go back to school. Sometimes I lay in bed and weigh out the pros and cons of dropping out of school. I feel like I've already come so far that dropping out now would be a waste of time and money. My parents would never let me live it down... and I know that in time I would find a gun and shoot myself for moving back in with my parents.
But it still crosses my mind from time to time.
I'm so done with listening to people complain about their relationships. Hello people, if you're with someone they probably aren't your mirror image, they probably don't like everything you do and they probably don't agree with every word that comes out of your mouth... isn't that a GOOD THING? If it were me, I'd be praising the dear Lord that I had someone with heart and spirit and passion and a mind of their own. At least you have a relationship.
This term is going to eat me alive "and then poop me out and eat me again" (that's for you Cindra).
I hate marriage, and married people, and engaged people, and babies, and LOVE!
And to prove it I'm posting these lyrics... that I hate.
"She woke from a dream
Her head was on fire
Why was he so nervous?
He took her to the park
She crossed her arms
And lowered her eyelids
Some day somebody's gonna ask you
A question that you should say yes to
Once in your life
Maybe tonight i've got a question for you
She'd had no idea
She started to cry
She said in a good way
He took her by the hand
Walked her back home
They took the long way
Some day somebody's gonna ask you
A question that you should say yes to
Once in your life
Baby tonight i've got a question for you"
xo me