honestly its gone again
here alone
(c) me, care, 11.20.04 @ 11:10 am
and here alone i am
waiting for everyone
and no one to show
please don't go
here alone i stand
staring into my empty palm
wondering if you'd ever show,
grab my hand, and never let go
last night sucked. badly. for me atleast. everyone else in the booth had a great time. im strating to hate this.
wishes
(c)me, care (who else), 11.20.04 @ 12:20 pm
if i had a last wish
it be something small, just this
i wish that i could hold you
for one short moment even
just to know that you're here
would relieve me my greatest fear;
to live a life without you near
alone without you by my side
but ive grown, now i know
this is just an empty hope
because life has proven to all
they only exist when you're small
now i know wishes don't come true.
if i can barely get through a weekend, then how do i expect to get through break? then three weeks and winter break?! i'm dying inside
btw, its my 2yr no rock anniversary. yay me.
another btw...im attempting to learn html...yay me again.