Jul 30, 2006 01:21
MY EYES ARE BLEEDING MY WRISTS ARE BLEEDING I WANT TO WRIP OUT MY INSIDES IM FUCKING THROUGH WITH THIS. YOU FUCKED ME THE SAME NIGHT YOU FUCKED HER!? YOU FUCKING TRIED TO PLAY ME SHAUN. YOU DID PLAY ME. I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE THIS. EVERYTHING U SAID TO ME U SAID TO HER EVERYTHING U SAID ABOUT HER TO ME U SAID ABOUT ME TO HER. I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE THIS. HOW DID I LET THIS HAPPEN. FUCKING SLUT. SHES THE SLUT. I DONT RANDOMLY FUCK PPL EXCUSE ME. I CARED ABOUT YOU I GAVE U MY HEART U HELPED ME THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT. AND THE WHOLE TIME U WERE TELLING HER I WAS CRAZY AND WOULDNT LEAVE U ALONG? ARE YOU KDDING ME? YOU ARE THE ONE WHO FUCKING ALWAYS CALLS ME AND LEAVES ME TEXT AND BLAHBLAHBLAH. I HAVE BOYS SWOONING OVER ME ALL THE TIME THAT WANT ME JUST FOR SEX. IF I WANTED TO GET FUCKED OVER I WOULD GO ELSEWHERE THANK YOU. I TRUSTED YOU. WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME. I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU. HOW DID THIS HAPPEN WHY GOD WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME. IS THIS A LESSON. OR DO I JUST SUCK THAT BAD GOD DID I DESERVE THIS. IS THIS MY SUICIDE? IS THIS MY END GOD WHY