dakishimete....
Everyone around me.
Nobody close to me.
always. alone.
Wish I could explain
why I don't trust..
wish I could tell myself
that I don't need love..
Sure..people make me think they love me
but they only love my body...
only want me for their pleasure...
Those that are good to me..
I push them away,
I don't want to get too attatched..
because sooner or later,
everyone.is.gone.
Why won't someone just love me?
Am I that horrible...?
For now, the only one to hold me..is me.
But I am unable to stop my own tears..
will you be the one to save me?
Nobody close to me.
always. alone.
Wish I could explain
why I don't trust..
wish I could tell myself
that I don't need love..
Sure..people make me think they love me
but they only love my body...
only want me for their pleasure...
Those that are good to me..
I push them away,
I don't want to get too attatched..
because sooner or later,
everyone.is.gone.
Why won't someone just love me?
Am I that horrible...?
For now, the only one to hold me..is me.
But I am unable to stop my own tears..
will you be the one to save me?