Get ready for some hardcore rambling -_-‘
Well its 20 to eight on a Sunday afternoon and im writing this on word as my mums on the phone to my aunt (bloody dial up) it seems rather greedy of her as we already have long-distance relatives round, these people are my gran and grandad, lovely people….in moderation, I found the other day that they were staying for the week and not just for the weekend grrr WHY does nobody tell me these things? Its not like I hate them, its just means I have to avoid severe relation embarrassment for an entire 7 days, ive already had a blazing argument with mum in front of them, sure, it must have been awkward for them me using phrases like “I don’t give a flying shit” and allsorts but it didn’t matter to me, I was too pissed off at the time.
The week hasn’t been to bad,I now have a job posting flyers and working at the local chinky hehe woo woo.
was feeling like utter crappyness on Saturday as id forgot to take my tablets for a few days in a row, (note to people who now think im taking vallium; im not, it’s a contraceptive but its for acne) at one point as I was biking on the road and I saw an oncoming lorry and thought it would be fun to smash myself into it, fortunate to say I didn’t, but people get suicidal all the time, and jam didn’t sound to happy so that kinda brought me down even more.
Also, ive decided im actually going to try to kick my little ‘habbit’ (those who know what it is, fine, those who don’t…its complicated) ive noticd ive not really been trying at all, I have been unbelievably selfish, and I want to stop worrying and hurting the people I love.
Lasers, (hehe)
Flick <*3
The week hasn’t been to bad,I now have a job posting flyers and working at the local chinky hehe woo woo.
was feeling like utter crappyness on Saturday as id forgot to take my tablets for a few days in a row, (note to people who now think im taking vallium; im not, it’s a contraceptive but its for acne) at one point as I was biking on the road and I saw an oncoming lorry and thought it would be fun to smash myself into it, fortunate to say I didn’t, but people get suicidal all the time, and jam didn’t sound to happy so that kinda brought me down even more.
Also, ive decided im actually going to try to kick my little ‘habbit’ (those who know what it is, fine, those who don’t…its complicated) ive noticd ive not really been trying at all, I have been unbelievably selfish, and I want to stop worrying and hurting the people I love.
Lasers, (hehe)
Flick <*3