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why do i feel like i have no friends anymore? people talk about their weekend plans right in front of me. as if im not there. as if i dont count.. maybe i dont anymore? maybe i never did? whatever.
families suck.
friends who dont appreciate/like me anymore + bad family situations = a very sad and depressed hessica. very sad.
i want to see jimmy. i havent in forever and now im longing for ittttt.. its my craving =D.
wow i totally suck... i try to act like im happy by doing this: =D = but it just doesnt work anymore.
well poms was gay today, i had to cheer the whole game and i didnt have time to talk to jimmy which i really wanted to do. oh well, he just walked off with a bunch of other girls and guys. hmm... jealousy do i feel? yes i suppose. i guess so =/. i twist my ankle during al fi fo, and it hurts, so i have icyhot on it. it smells bad, but thats alright... haha, well at least i didnt screw up at half time today, proud of that. =). and our squad had a little bonding time where we all said what we felt (thanks morgan for sticking up for me and saying what you knew i wanted to say, but just didnt have the guts to, i ♥ you)well... i cant wait til cali. its gonna be kindof like running away, but not with the excitement, and i still have to come home to see my family that im getting sick of, and my friends who hate me.
happy birthday julie.
families suck.
friends who dont appreciate/like me anymore + bad family situations = a very sad and depressed hessica. very sad.
i want to see jimmy. i havent in forever and now im longing for ittttt.. its my craving =D.
wow i totally suck... i try to act like im happy by doing this: =D = but it just doesnt work anymore.
well poms was gay today, i had to cheer the whole game and i didnt have time to talk to jimmy which i really wanted to do. oh well, he just walked off with a bunch of other girls and guys. hmm... jealousy do i feel? yes i suppose. i guess so =/. i twist my ankle during al fi fo, and it hurts, so i have icyhot on it. it smells bad, but thats alright... haha, well at least i didnt screw up at half time today, proud of that. =). and our squad had a little bonding time where we all said what we felt (thanks morgan for sticking up for me and saying what you knew i wanted to say, but just didnt have the guts to, i ♥ you)well... i cant wait til cali. its gonna be kindof like running away, but not with the excitement, and i still have to come home to see my family that im getting sick of, and my friends who hate me.
happy birthday julie.