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[fragile_lives]

I'm becoming deaf to anything but my music.
Turning it up louder and louder at night
To cancel out the hurt inside.
So I don't have to think,
I sacrifice my ability to hear.
I don't like making people repeat themselves
Three times
Especially when they're trying
To say something important.
But I will give up almost anything
Just to not be left alone with my thoughts.
Music will kill the hurt
But it demands a price, of course.
The stronger the hurt
The higher the cost.
As long as I can pay
I will.