Weird.
It is one year today since my Grandma died. It is seriously the weirdest thing ever to me. My feelings have not changed on it, and I miss her even more it seems. I don't think anyone will ever know what her death did to me..I hate it so much. I just want to go to her house and talk with her but I can't. I hate crying all the time over this. It will never get better. Trying to put on that whole "hardass" coverup doesn't work. Blah, really really sucks.
But I guess I should look at the good things right now because I know she would kick my ass if I didn't. I have good friends, an awesome boyfriend, and cool family. I am not dead yet so thats good too.
Yeeeeeeeah. It's going to be a tough day thinking about Grandma.
I love and miss you Grandma:(
But I guess I should look at the good things right now because I know she would kick my ass if I didn't. I have good friends, an awesome boyfriend, and cool family. I am not dead yet so thats good too.
Yeeeeeeeah. It's going to be a tough day thinking about Grandma.
I love and miss you Grandma:(