Sep 02, 2008 23:27
Haha - I really like LJ.
I liked all the pretty colours in my last post lol. I think I returning to the normal happy Alice.
I'm still tired though.
I just wanted to share some news:
And complete random guy at work came up to me today and gave me his number, and asked me out on a date.
I'm not used to such behaviour.
When I was in school (and this is something that I have told.... probabaly nobody) I asked someone out (you know how it is in school, right?). Well, I asked him out a few times - and despite the fact that I knew he liked me, he always said no. I guess on some kind of level I learnt to block out that fact that despite the fact that I got along with them a lot better than I do (most) girls, I learnt to ignore that they were guys.
Does that make sense?
So basically, I sheltered myself into naivity. Enter univeristy. A new confidence, and a change in Alice. People began to *see* her. And like her *that* way... but only now am I really seeing it.
So how do I pick up on what I forced myself to miss out on?
Hello to Katie - a real life friend of mine... told you I had them!!
return,
guys,
work,
tired