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i'm starting individual therapy today with someone who leads an eating disorder support group in san mateo.
it's so crazy (no pun intended) that i'm here again. although my time at stanford wasn't very well spent since i was there not of my own free will, and just said and did what they wanted me to do until i conviced them i was fine and then i was free to indulge in my disorder without supervision.
funny that i wish i had that kind of support now that i actually want the help but don't have the awesome insurance. blue cross will only pay for 10 sessions a year LOL.
so i'm doing individual therapy until the group picks up again (a lot of people on vacation and so on).
i'm nervous. but i need to do this.
it's so crazy (no pun intended) that i'm here again. although my time at stanford wasn't very well spent since i was there not of my own free will, and just said and did what they wanted me to do until i conviced them i was fine and then i was free to indulge in my disorder without supervision.
funny that i wish i had that kind of support now that i actually want the help but don't have the awesome insurance. blue cross will only pay for 10 sessions a year LOL.
so i'm doing individual therapy until the group picks up again (a lot of people on vacation and so on).
i'm nervous. but i need to do this.