one mans tragic is anothers blessing.
I really hate not knowing if I stressed mysef out for over a week, for nothing. Soccer coaches failed to tell who's on the junior varsity team. My nerves are on end, and Im anxious just to know. I hate it when I do bad, because I feel like I've failed myself. I've pulled 2 muscles in my legs. I think one is my groin. Isnt that lovely?
Im getting distant from my parents again because I have a lot on my sholders right now, that Im very stressed out about. My parents act like they hate me unless I am doing everything perfect, and being the greatest daughter, always happy. Im sorry that I came into a jagged road with hundreds of pot holes. Trying to be happy is harder when you dont really mean it
I hate being jealous and selfish. Those are two emotions I wish we could all live without, but Im sad to admit that I face those two alot, and Im not fond of it. I wish it was easier to change
signed sincerely me
Im getting distant from my parents again because I have a lot on my sholders right now, that Im very stressed out about. My parents act like they hate me unless I am doing everything perfect, and being the greatest daughter, always happy. Im sorry that I came into a jagged road with hundreds of pot holes. Trying to be happy is harder when you dont really mean it
I hate being jealous and selfish. Those are two emotions I wish we could all live without, but Im sad to admit that I face those two alot, and Im not fond of it. I wish it was easier to change
signed sincerely me