Just Ramble
I have a headache, isn't that awesome? ugh my neck hurts too, I have been sleeping in weird positions lately, and having some weird ass dreams too, I don't know what my deal is.
I feel like writing, so you know, like the subject line says, don't mind me.
I still can't believe that yesterday on the radio I heard about Michael Vick of The Atlanta Falcons, is on trial (or soon to be), for killing and torturing dogs in a fightning ring. I will never understand it. How can a human being KILL another living thing?! (Before anyone says it, I don't believe killing a dog for fun, is the same as eating a cow that was killed for food) I think it's funny how The Falcons are saying they are dissappointed in how thier star player is being shown to the media in a negative light. Uh, HELLO?!!! Ignorant.
On the radio this morning, (97x for local people), I was listening to Fisher and Boy, and they talked about a man whose Hummer was vandalised by people in his neighboorhood, and how the others who live near him, are acting as if he deserved it, and how people who drive Hummers are veiwed by others in society in general, and that MOST people see those who drive Hummers, as stuck up, obnoxious, and just plain pricks!!! People who know me well, KNOW I had a problem with this. Needless to say, I just shot off an email to the radio station. I am pretty proud of myself, for trying to keep my cool, and making my point. I will post the letter at the end of this blog.
I also bitched about how one of thier radio people started talking spoilers about the new Harry Potter book. Some chick came on the air and started saying some things...I was not happy about that. It might not be a big deal really, but still, it's fucking annoying, why do people have to be dick?? UGH! So, I won't be online much, or watching any tv or listening to radio until I am done with the book!!
I miss my boy, so much right now. We're only the same age for a few more weeks, and then I'm the old lady again. I hope he's doing well at home, and is happy. (I just had a flashback of one of those weird dreams I have been having. A headline that read he broke up with his signifigant other, and he was happy about it. Weird.)
So many times, I think about the people who think I am so stupid, because I love him so much, people who say it can't happen, because he lives a different life than I do, and because I'm not a stick figure. There are people who have always supported me too, and told me that anything can happen, all you have to do is love, and believe. Somedays it's really hard, and I go through these times where I don't even want to see his face, because it hurts to much to know, and then I work my way through those feelings, and end up where I've always been. In love with him, and knowing, no matter what happens, we are special, and I know I can never replace him in my heart and life, that he feels the same way about me. We are the same, we are one of a kind.
This weekend is busy for me. So I will try to update if I can in between the madness. Have a good weekend everyone.
*me*
PS... here's the letter I wrote.
Dear Fish-
I always listen to your show in the morning, seeing as there's really nothing else of interest in this town. I usually agree with what you guys have to say, and think you're pretty intelligent, with open minds. That said, the subject of how people who drive Hummers are viewed and treated by society, was pretty much ridiculous. If people are actually willing to admit they think people who drive Hummers must ALL be stuck up, obnoxious, and pricks, shows only stupidity. When I see a Hummer, I sure as hell wish I had one! I could never afford to have one! If someone gave me the keys to one, hell yeah I would take it, and I'm pretty sure alot of other people would too! I guess this subject kind of hit home for me. I have been lucky enough to be allowed into the life of a very up-standing member of Tampa Bay life and culture, and yes, he drives a Hummer. He is one of the most amazing men I've ever known in my life!! He is not stuck up, obnoxious, or a prick! He goes far beyond expectations that other people place on his shoulders, and helps everyone he can. Maybe he is a diamond in the rough, so to speak, but he is one who drives a Hummer, and it sucks everyone gets thrown into the steretypes.
I guess the bottom line is like I always say, when it comes to anything, if people just minded thier own buisness.. (people in general, not you guys per se)... life would go alot smoother. WHO CARES what kind of cars other people drive?? If you think it sucks other people drive a Hummer, fine, think that, you should be secure enough in who you are, and what you drive, to not have to be a PRICK about it.
One last thing. Whoever that female was on the show who started talking about Harry Potter, and said what she said, make sure you all know, that is really LAME to say on the radio. I should have changed the channel as soon as the subject came up. Hope it doesn't get ruined for you, Fish. I will be hiding from the media and internet until I am finished reading the book.
Have a great day.