Mar 04, 2005 02:47
It's times like these when I seriously begin to think how self centred and selfish I have been. I really complain about so much without actually thinking about how lucky I am to even have such a vital thing as health. Without it where would I be, I certainly wouldn't be living my life as I do.
Reading about a condition of a very close and beautiful friend of mine has made me think.... why have I been so horrible? Why haven't I been nice to that certain person? I really feel like I have to live life to the full. I have to be thankful for every single thing that is going for me, including my health.
I'm seriously going to stop complaining about the stupidest things in life and live it as best as I can. I want everyone to know how much I love them. Even though I have claimed to hate people I don't. I could never EVER hate anyone. Hate just isn't a part of me.
I would rather love my enemys than hate them....
I want my friend to know, even though I have told her.... I will always be here for you darling, never think that I'm not here for you because I am. Never believe no one is out there beaming proudly for you, because I am. Never think you are unloved because I love you. I really admire your strength. You're such a fighter and you will fight each day and you WILL overcome this. I love you hun. Lisa xx