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i'm starting to get really aggravated. all i can do is just like think about things that havent even happened yet...and for the most part i've been right and i dont know how to say whats on my mind...i dont even know like what is wrong with me. yesterday i sat in my room for like 3 hours reading journals listening to finch (whos my new favorite band again by the way) and just like crying and i dont know why...I read two that made me really happy <3 but i cried anyway. what the hell. and mrs. saunders said i need to get to a fucking hospital and my mom wont listen to me and its really starting to make me mad. I dont know maybe its nothing but I'm getting so aggrivated with just everything else and not being able to what i want without people getting mad at me. Maybe i just need some time to myself. maybe that will make things worse. I don't know.