Dec 12, 2002 20:54
I know this is really going to sound silly....but I want to be married right now. I want the comfort of coming home to the one you are meant to be with....to know, without a single doubt, that they are going to be there every day and every night....I want that comfort. Not to say that I don't have a comfort with Jonathan, but...not like marriage. You know? I'm such a hopeless romantic....it's pathetic.
My life, is just consisting of work right now. TGI Friday's schedules Jonathan the totally opposite of my schedule...so I haven't spent a whole day with him in God knows how long. I got to spend the morning with him on Tuesday....but after a couple days, I begin to miss him again. And soon, on the twenty-first, he has to leave for Ohio. That's going to be horrible. Christmas without the one you love.