& I'm b r o k e n without you

May 28, 2005 00:10



Everyday I fall more & more in love with him.
Everday I see more in him. I learn more about him. I feel closer to him.
Each day is a new experience. Each day is a new memory.
Each day is another composed of beautiful things.
There's an indescribable love between us that can only be seen and felt.
No other human could ever possibly understand what exactly it is that ties us together & welds our hearts so closely together.
However, none of that matters.
I know no one believes a word we say. They're all shaking their heads & making bets about the when's, where's, how's, & why's of the ending of this story.
We'll prove them all wrong when it's all said & done, & played out as a "& so they lived happily ever after".

Our love is truly fairytale-like. I live my life like the movies, so of course my love will be just the same.

I admire him. He inspires me. His constant faith, love, & support keep me going everyday.
The look of love he shoots at me each time our eyes meet...that right there could make me take over the world.
Because of him I almost believe I can do anything.
I'm a small town girl with big dreams that wishes she could leave her mark on the world somehow, someway.. no matther how big or small the difference she makes.
His words make me feel as though it's possible.

Tonight was beautiful. I felt happy. I felt young & in love. I felt on top of life. For once I wasn't stressed out & worrying about where life would take me & how I'd handle it.
I felt as though I can take it day by day & all will be fine because with him by my side nothing can go wrong.

Swings, kicks, & pushes.
His voice & his passion.
His intense eyes with the most compassionate stare.
Talks of life. Talks of love.
The future.
Walking & holding hands under the few stars & cloudy sky.
Wind & waves, splashing & soaking.
Squeals & giggles.
Head on shoulder, arm around waist, looking straight ahead in silence & with unspoken words, simply knowing.
Lies & truths revealed.
Everything & more to bring us closer.

Knowing that 1,000 more nights like this lie ahead....
days from now. months from now. years from now.
When we're young. & when we grow up, nights spent on the lakefront just like the old couple we saw tonight.

Our plantation home, waterfront with grand oak trees providing shade & exotic flowers painting our lawn. Or a trendy but classic beach house in a safe neighborhood for our two kids(Landon & Railey) near a beach to take romantic strolls under the moonlight on. 
                                     I can't wait.

The world isn't ready for a love this strong.
Grab on & hold tight, world.
                                 "There ain't no stoppin'us now."
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