So Awake!!!!!!!
Why am I awake?????
Its almost 3:30 in the morning and I'm not tired at all.
Why you ask? Because I fell asleep at about 8:00 and then I woke up about 12:30.
Things were looking up. Well now most things are awesome.
Mallory is moved in(and on her computer now actally). Michelle has just her computer here but she'll be here soon. I just think this is the best idea for all of us. We are all friends. Each of us can get into our own little worlds. We all sleep like the dead. I like the last part, I think its funny. Cause up until I met these two I thought I was the only one who could sleep through anything.
I'm really wooried about a few of my friends.
I was told a few days ago that on of them won't respond to e-mails or phone calls. Plus he hasn't been online in awhile. And of course the friend that told me that he won't answer her e-mails thinks that hes dead. And everytime I think about it I think that it is completely possible. He told me this summer that he wouldn't have been talking to me if the safety hadn't been on the gun. It just pains me to even think about it. To think that one of my close friends could even consider taking that route without asking for help. So now I am worried that he tried again but succeeded this time.
I am also worried about another friend who is really depressed. She just won't listen when I tell her that she did nothing wrong. She went to a party with a friend and tried to cheer him up. She has a boyfriend and this guy wasn't her boyfriend. The guy was having a horrible day so she was comforting him and telling him that it'd be alright. She held his head and kissed his forehead and held him when he was really upset. When she was talking to me online she was so worried that she had ruined her relationship with her boyfriend. And I told her if he was really as good a guy that she told me he was then he would understand the story in its entirety and not flip out on her.
I just hope my friends realize that they can talk to me about anything. I know I tell them that I here and that they can come to me. but I don't know if they are even listening to me.
K, now its definitely gonna go to bed cause its almost 4 in the morning!
Night all!!!
Its almost 3:30 in the morning and I'm not tired at all.
Why you ask? Because I fell asleep at about 8:00 and then I woke up about 12:30.
Things were looking up. Well now most things are awesome.
Mallory is moved in(and on her computer now actally). Michelle has just her computer here but she'll be here soon. I just think this is the best idea for all of us. We are all friends. Each of us can get into our own little worlds. We all sleep like the dead. I like the last part, I think its funny. Cause up until I met these two I thought I was the only one who could sleep through anything.
I'm really wooried about a few of my friends.
I was told a few days ago that on of them won't respond to e-mails or phone calls. Plus he hasn't been online in awhile. And of course the friend that told me that he won't answer her e-mails thinks that hes dead. And everytime I think about it I think that it is completely possible. He told me this summer that he wouldn't have been talking to me if the safety hadn't been on the gun. It just pains me to even think about it. To think that one of my close friends could even consider taking that route without asking for help. So now I am worried that he tried again but succeeded this time.
I am also worried about another friend who is really depressed. She just won't listen when I tell her that she did nothing wrong. She went to a party with a friend and tried to cheer him up. She has a boyfriend and this guy wasn't her boyfriend. The guy was having a horrible day so she was comforting him and telling him that it'd be alright. She held his head and kissed his forehead and held him when he was really upset. When she was talking to me online she was so worried that she had ruined her relationship with her boyfriend. And I told her if he was really as good a guy that she told me he was then he would understand the story in its entirety and not flip out on her.
I just hope my friends realize that they can talk to me about anything. I know I tell them that I here and that they can come to me. but I don't know if they are even listening to me.
K, now its definitely gonna go to bed cause its almost 4 in the morning!
Night all!!!