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[fraggedzombie]

What should I do?
To feel this day.
Rethink my memories?
Reliving all the pain?

Could I go on?
Without my long lost sight.
To see whats wrong.
Every night.

Is there a sweet and gentle person?
That can walk to me in the night.
What I want is a healer.
To takes my darkness and throws it into the light.

Perhaps I can fight the war.
To end all the pain.
I'll fight with my sword.
And make my life go away.

I'll live to be a veteran.
So I can suffer a world of war.
I'll always fight again.
Until I am battlescarred.

So every night I can feel the pain.
Searing in my life.
Eventually I'll lose everything.
In a simple swipe.

Then all I have left is my thinking.
About the times of laughing with my friends.
And all thats left is crying.
Crying until he end.

Everything are the memories.
That I have left.
So I'll just sit here and dream.
And remember all my regrets.

All with a single swipe.
Full of pain, I will not cry.
Will anybody remember my life?
After the moment that I die.

And no this isnt that poem I memtioned this is something I jsut thought of...oi im so lonely.