Ya im here..
Fuck man..nobody cares. I just learned that today. I was totally seeking help from anyone and sadly only Ron noticed the shit I felt and tried to calm me but I didnt want Ron for some reason to help me. Shit nobody helped me at all. I feel like crying because I realize I have no friends. Sure they were all doing work but couldnt they spend like 1minute to talk to me? Id do that for them. Owell I have no friends anymore. Dont expect me to be talking to any of you much because I dont even want to anymore. I fucking punched the damn locked door and everyone looks for one second then looks away. Fuck I wanted your help but owell no one helps me even though I thought I helped others. Well now that I think about it everyone is so happy with their lives they dont need any helping...so happy I'm not worth helping either. Owell fuck this life someone kill me already. Hmm.. heres what I thought up in Chem
I want to cry.
But I own no tears.
I want to die.
But I cannot face my fears.
Oh ya not that clever but its totally how I feel. Whenever I want to cry I cant but when I dont I do cry..Oi..
Oh the multi cultural assembly..it was all bad. Teh PAC one was good. The rest just annoyed me. The last one with the band..sure they played the music..timing was way off with the drums..and the guitarist just strummed and didnt look like he was into the music he emulated. Heh I actually sang with the song but wtf the 2nd one..heh i ndont know the words by heart but no1 sang it!! AAH! owell i used to be able to play blink songs but thats all forgetten like me.
Oh since nobody comments..nobody sees..dont bother sending any to me.
I want to cry.
But I own no tears.
I want to die.
But I cannot face my fears.
Oh ya not that clever but its totally how I feel. Whenever I want to cry I cant but when I dont I do cry..Oi..
Oh the multi cultural assembly..it was all bad. Teh PAC one was good. The rest just annoyed me. The last one with the band..sure they played the music..timing was way off with the drums..and the guitarist just strummed and didnt look like he was into the music he emulated. Heh I actually sang with the song but wtf the 2nd one..heh i ndont know the words by heart but no1 sang it!! AAH! owell i used to be able to play blink songs but thats all forgetten like me.
Oh since nobody comments..nobody sees..dont bother sending any to me.