May 13, 2006 17:51
WHY CAN'T TIME SLOW DOWN OR GO IN REVERSE MODE????
i'm all for making the most of what little u have and having no regrets no matter if good or bad happens..BUT....why can't time ever turn backwards? just for me to be a kid again. di ba ang lungkot? never na ako magiging bata uli! the movement is always forward. and the future is always full of new responsibilities as my energy and enthusiasm lessens...
maybe it's just the rain...
maybe i AM finally growing OLD (not up)
maybe it's because this JTA 1st sem is moving too fast for me to cherish my home before i get homesick
o well,
i look at photos of a younger me...a younger daddy, mommy, achi, ahia, and dihia - and they're so happy. and i realize, kami pa rin naman un. nothing's gonna change that :) we're always gonna be the same ppl no matter how wrinkled we get. and we're always gonna be capable of happiness - maybe not for the same reasons as in the pictures, but a different brand of joy will always still be joy (isang patak sangkatutak) and we're so blessed to be alive.
i love you friends :)
thank you for bringing joy to my life