--Well, Mac has done a good job of summing-up your worth. With that asside, let us at least attempt to make you less ignorant. --College is the *only* time the government has ever payed me for anything. My mother stopped recieving my father's disability checks for my siblings and I before '97. I carve my own life and appreciate the people who help me along the way. Man, you obviously do not know enough to be saying this crap. --I defy you to recal any time I have used my past as leverage. Hell, regail me a time when I even so much as bitched about it. Trust you will be hard-pressed, fool. --You are merely bitter because you did not get to take what you wanted from me when you *thought* you had the chance. What is it I seem to owe you? I mean, certainly if you have so much to say you can at least inform the audience of what I did to you. Such an honest wrong would obviously shake the foundations of thier belief in me. The only logical explanation for a lack of such claim is that I have no wrong against you for which I must account for. You are lifeless, bitter, and poorly try to tear me down for some manner of amusement. Have fun.
i can think of a very good example of when you used your past as leverage: while at shippensburg, you wrote a "sob-story" letter to financial aid explaining your situation, including the fact that your mother was in prison, you father was missing, and probably the fact that you were at the time homeless.
all that would be perfectly acceptable, aside from the fact that you bragged to me and to others that you considered it to be "raping the system."
and what did you do once you gained the financial aid? that money could've gone to someone worth it:
you fucked around and dropped out of school. you made life hell for a lot of people while up here. hell, even after you left it was tough: you once kept me up until four am over AIM, contemplating suicide. i was THIS CLOSE to being like: "you know what stuart? i don't care if you live or die. stop being a pussy: end it." but then you were like: "nah, i'm just kidding," and signed off.
also, mad props for your discourse with jayson: "I do not hold a grudge so much as a malign desire to watch you swallow your own teeth...smile bright." gee, talk about "shouting across states," man. at least he didn't threaten you with physical violence for no fucking reason. and also, what the fuck exactly DID jamie save jayson from? fucking retarded, stuart.
and you know what? i used to be open to the idea that maybe you had grown and chilled, and maybe you have, but i don't give a fuck. anyone who threatens my friends for no good reason at all and equivocates like a motherfucker was barely even worth the time spent writing this. the only reason i did was so that you would know just how many people you've alienated over the years, because i am damn bitter about your threats and your turning me into a de facto suicide hotline.
--I mean, little else is ever expected of you, siding with the menacing faces around you. Cool though, that you defend Jayson. Sorry for your situation, but good job anyway. --As for 'fucking around,' you see that how you will, man. You people never respected, let alone understood anything resembling romance, devotion, honor, directly facing your problems, or, fuck, honesty. --Yes, I called it 'raping the system.' I know people more deserving of the cash I got. I took it though. Certainly the lot of you can respect taking advantage of something. --My discourse with Jayson is no threat. You question what threat I posed to Jayson because you fools put so much faith in your social systems of protection. As for physical violence being for no reason, I guess you being blind to the past few years explains this whole post of yours, because you make no sense otherwise. Despite the lack of business any of you had intervening, you all did so directly. --No, I did not 'chill.' Especially if that is what you guys consider dropping what I believe in, becoming weak and accepting of all that affronts me. You people only respect what you cannot weasel out of or hide from. Thus suicide, violence, and relentlessness. So fuck your 'chilling,' I would rather die, and that is not likely to happen anytime soon.
And save your piss for your 'friends' as they burn in Hell.
--College is the *only* time the government has ever payed me for anything. My mother stopped recieving my father's disability checks for my siblings and I before '97. I carve my own life and appreciate the people who help me along the way. Man, you obviously do not know enough to be saying this crap.
--I defy you to recal any time I have used my past as leverage. Hell, regail me a time when I even so much as bitched about it. Trust you will be hard-pressed, fool.
--You are merely bitter because you did not get to take what you wanted from me when you *thought* you had the chance. What is it I seem to owe you? I mean, certainly if you have so much to say you can at least inform the audience of what I did to you. Such an honest wrong would obviously shake the foundations of thier belief in me. The only logical explanation for a lack of such claim is that I have no wrong against you for which I must account for. You are lifeless, bitter, and poorly try to tear me down for some manner of amusement. Have fun.
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all that would be perfectly acceptable, aside from the fact that you bragged to me and to others that you considered it to be "raping the system."
and what did you do once you gained the financial aid? that money could've gone to someone worth it:
you fucked around and dropped out of school. you made life hell for a lot of people while up here. hell, even after you left it was tough: you once kept me up until four am over AIM, contemplating suicide. i was THIS CLOSE to being like: "you know what stuart? i don't care if you live or die. stop being a pussy: end it." but then you were like: "nah, i'm just kidding," and signed off.
also, mad props for your discourse with jayson: "I do not hold a grudge so much as a malign desire to watch you swallow your own teeth...smile bright." gee, talk about "shouting across states," man. at least he didn't threaten you with physical violence for no fucking reason. and also, what the fuck exactly DID jamie save jayson from? fucking retarded, stuart.
and you know what? i used to be open to the idea that maybe you had grown and chilled, and maybe you have, but i don't give a fuck. anyone who threatens my friends for no good reason at all and equivocates like a motherfucker was barely even worth the time spent writing this. the only reason i did was so that you would know just how many people you've alienated over the years, because i am damn bitter about your threats and your turning me into a de facto suicide hotline.
i would not piss on you if you were on fire.
-daniel charles jarrett
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--I mean, little else is ever expected of you, siding with the menacing faces around you. Cool though, that you defend Jayson. Sorry for your situation, but good job anyway.
--As for 'fucking around,' you see that how you will, man. You people never respected, let alone understood anything resembling romance, devotion, honor, directly facing your problems, or, fuck, honesty.
--Yes, I called it 'raping the system.' I know people more deserving of the cash I got. I took it though. Certainly the lot of you can respect taking advantage of something.
--My discourse with Jayson is no threat. You question what threat I posed to Jayson because you fools put so much faith in your social systems of protection. As for physical violence being for no reason, I guess you being blind to the past few years explains this whole post of yours, because you make no sense otherwise. Despite the lack of business any of you had intervening, you all did so directly.
--No, I did not 'chill.' Especially if that is what you guys consider dropping what I believe in, becoming weak and accepting of all that affronts me. You people only respect what you cannot weasel out of or hide from. Thus suicide, violence, and relentlessness. So fuck your 'chilling,' I would rather die, and that is not likely to happen anytime soon.
And save your piss for your 'friends' as they burn in Hell.
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