Apr 23, 2006 19:11
I am done, done with school and my life in general. Ready for a change... something better- something for the good.
Today in the store I saw a little family. A mom feeding her new born and a father playing with his young daughter. The just looked so happy.
I want to have that happy look. Content with all I have accomplished and what i have left to do. It must be satisfying to have your own family. To be the center of it all and trust yourself enough to have people depending on you.
I want to be settled in that nook... to be able to look at everything and be happy. I want to be happy with my progress in school, I want to look though pictures books of all my travels, and eventually ( and when I say that I mean years from now) look through those books with my little happy family.
Is that lame? To want to surpass all of this mess and get to the middle- the cream filling if you will.
Is it so wrong to want to be content?