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I've been lazy on upating. Good first few days at work. I need to remember to invite people to Nish's party friday. I watched Gray's Anatomy's 2 day finale thing w/my roomies. They are into it way more than I am but it was pretty good. The mushy stuff just makes me miss Bob though. We've spoken briefly since I've been here, because he's been on the road to visit Ryan and Jessica. Stupid roaming. Gosh I miss him. GA ep + emo music not helping. Bleargh!
I started a post earlier and then killed everything by restarting. Meh, I think I just said something like, vegan harry potter freaks are amusing, and I want to rewatch the HP movies cuz one of my roomies has them. =)
I am tired. I am going to Rookies tonight with Debra and Nish and whoever shows up. We'll probably only stay for an hour or so. I'm not sure if I should change. I probably won't because I'm lazy and not going to try to pick up guys. It can be fun to dress up anyway, but not today. It can be fun to pick up guys too, but that's a little cruel. Get them to hit on me and then telling them to go away. Hehehe.
I watched another Atlantis ep today. Just 4 eps and then I can send it to Bob for his viewing pleasure.
It's funny, the things I miss about Bob. I miss him when I pull into the parking lot that used to be for "his" building and now is "mine". I miss him when I pass by the place we used to meet near my old building to go to lunch. Until I got Stargate back from Eric when he borrowed it, I missed watching it because I associated it with him. I miss listening to his music because he nearly always played something that just really was perfect. Playing his music on my own, it's just not the same. I miss cooking together. But most of all I miss him at night when I finally try to put my mind at rest about all the happenings from the day. I miss holding him. Tonight, I'm sure I'll miss dancing with him.
And yet, I don't miss him very much yet, most of these isntances of "missing" are truly that, instances. My mind is too overwhelmed with new experiences and my way of coping with new stuff is to worry and think about all sorts of things that might happen until I feel comfortable with whatever I think might come my way. I can't do that quite yet with my job, but I think tomorrow after my 2 meetings I'll be in much better shape. I was happy to find a bug on my second day, and get a thumbs up from our technical mentor. =)
Well it's almost time to go so I suppose I should brush my teeth (no, not to pick up guys, just because orange juice aftertaste is meh). :-D
I started a post earlier and then killed everything by restarting. Meh, I think I just said something like, vegan harry potter freaks are amusing, and I want to rewatch the HP movies cuz one of my roomies has them. =)
I am tired. I am going to Rookies tonight with Debra and Nish and whoever shows up. We'll probably only stay for an hour or so. I'm not sure if I should change. I probably won't because I'm lazy and not going to try to pick up guys. It can be fun to dress up anyway, but not today. It can be fun to pick up guys too, but that's a little cruel. Get them to hit on me and then telling them to go away. Hehehe.
I watched another Atlantis ep today. Just 4 eps and then I can send it to Bob for his viewing pleasure.
It's funny, the things I miss about Bob. I miss him when I pull into the parking lot that used to be for "his" building and now is "mine". I miss him when I pass by the place we used to meet near my old building to go to lunch. Until I got Stargate back from Eric when he borrowed it, I missed watching it because I associated it with him. I miss listening to his music because he nearly always played something that just really was perfect. Playing his music on my own, it's just not the same. I miss cooking together. But most of all I miss him at night when I finally try to put my mind at rest about all the happenings from the day. I miss holding him. Tonight, I'm sure I'll miss dancing with him.
And yet, I don't miss him very much yet, most of these isntances of "missing" are truly that, instances. My mind is too overwhelmed with new experiences and my way of coping with new stuff is to worry and think about all sorts of things that might happen until I feel comfortable with whatever I think might come my way. I can't do that quite yet with my job, but I think tomorrow after my 2 meetings I'll be in much better shape. I was happy to find a bug on my second day, and get a thumbs up from our technical mentor. =)
Well it's almost time to go so I suppose I should brush my teeth (no, not to pick up guys, just because orange juice aftertaste is meh). :-D