Fairytale ending
Even though work was absolute shite today, as was the weather I might add, what a difference 16 hours, some good friends (their words of encouragement particularly) and letting it all out can make. Even though I'm still so very tired, it's good to finally feel like I'm receiving, instead of just constantly giving. It makes me feel better, stronger.
Even though I didn't really want to, I came home and picked up Breaking Dawn this evening and now I'm done. I was at a loss as to what to do next but at the moment I'm thinking sleep, and then tomorrow. And then the next day. And then the day after that. I have a headache from all the crying and I still feel like I've had the emotional wind knocked out out of me, but there's now a little hope where there wasn't any before that maybe one day I'll get my very own happily ever after and actually feel like I deserve it.
Even though I didn't really want to, I came home and picked up Breaking Dawn this evening and now I'm done. I was at a loss as to what to do next but at the moment I'm thinking sleep, and then tomorrow. And then the next day. And then the day after that. I have a headache from all the crying and I still feel like I've had the emotional wind knocked out out of me, but there's now a little hope where there wasn't any before that maybe one day I'll get my very own happily ever after and actually feel like I deserve it.