hanging on tightly.
just need to break out and get this life into the proper gear...feeling so left behind - I am trying not to sink into a mire of self-pitying mucky muck - but my concurrent life has been sorta sucky on a whole host of realities. Need to see my life flux into positive changes and wonderous - magickal motion. not asking TOO much am I? There's a whole lot of good stuff in my life - I'm just scared I might lose a lot of it thanks to recent developments. I just need to pull myself together - physically, mentally and spiritually...but it feels so goddamned overwhelming that I feel as if it just can't be done at times. Everyone's got problems - I know...but it just feels as if I could leap into something much greater or fall into something much worse...it's the latter that has my soul deeply troubled.