Oct 30, 2005 19:46
I won't bemoan the fact that I have'nt written for aeons....nor will I apologize for the tone of this dictate to the silence. I just wish - that I had better things to report, something shiny and faboo....with lots of prezzies and happy happy fun stuff. I just wish...that I was in a better frame of mind - a new strength lent to my holy quests and missions of destiny - purpose revealed, pristine ephiphanies and really awesome parties with lots of headonistic mischievousness. My redemption isn't anywhere near the horizon as far as I can tell, and I know...I know....aren't I supposed to make my OWN salvation of this stagnant existence??? I just don't have any answers...not that I expect any to begin with (maybe that's my problem) I just don't know.