Jul 14, 2005 23:13
ahhh livejournal. we meet again. so i guess i havnt been updating this thing at all since i dropped out of school, so i guess ill just recap for everyone who lost contact with me after that.... dropped out of school... started doing coke again... started smoking crack.... quit.... started selling drugs.... started doing coke and smoking crack and doing pain meds.... and now here i am trying to quit again. day 3, woohoo. I finally snapped and yelled at connor. a lot of you know that ive hated connor for almost years now, well i couldn't pretend i liked him anymore and snapped. ive lost lots of friends because of that, and cus of drugs, again. i need to not be around people who do drugs, and not be around people who sell drugs. im supposed to be an adult now, i need to start acting like it.