Merry Fucking Xmass!

[fr3ethinker]

I went to get my hair cut by a "professional", BIG FUCKING MISTAKE! The women who did it was a seductive bitch! She didn't do anything I told her too, she kept combing my hair in my eyes so I couldn't see what she was doing. I didn't realize how absolutely horrible it was till I got home and got to actually look at it close up. It was extremely uneven, there were bald spots on one side of my head, and really long parts on the opposite side. There it's almost shaved to the skin at the back of my neck, and on the sides, while the top is still semi-long. My bangs are shorter than the sides, and it's so short it doesn't even hang anymore. IT TOOK ME MONTHS TO GROW IT OUT THAT LONG! AND SHE DID IT CAUSE SHE THOUGHT I'D LOOK BETTER THAT WAY! I LOOK LIKE FUCKING HITLER! I was SO pissed off I walked back to the store and said (in a rather indiscrete manner, the store was full of waiting customers) "I want my money back NOW!" she asked innocently why, and I told her that I could have done a better job if I blindfolded my self, and took a weed-wacker to my head. My dad thought that that was a little harsh, publicly embarrassing her like that. I think that considering that she blinded me and butchered my hair, doing exactly what I told her not to do, and the fact that I now have to wait half a fucking year for my hair to grow out again, and that in that time I get to look like a fucking fascist mass-murdering dictator, or fucking Willard, and that this is MORE than a little embarrassing for me, she more than deserved a few moments of discomfort. As well as the letter I'm going to write to the manager about the kind of people he or she is employing, that will strongly suggest that he/she consider finding someone else to fill her place.
Yeah, so I had a lovely fucking Christmas! I never really got a chance to make a list. So I didn't get anything. Nor did I get anything for anyone else. Except Mariah. But I'm not going to give it to her. At least not for a couple of years...
My life is losing all point. I like more than anything to end it. But I can't because I'm too afraid.