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had my first day at old navy yesterday(thursday), it went great. although my feet hurted when i got home. and my back was starting to hurt from standing. it's only cause i've been out of work for so long, my body has gotten for shit like this, lol. I went in for orientation at 3:00(which i bearly made it on time for by a matter of minutes) and he asked if there was anyone who'd like to stay til 11:00. i didn't have anything else to do, so i figured sure why not? i mean the more hours i have for the holidays, the better. The people there are downright awesome. I worked with this lady named angel, that is one cool chick. cory knows everyone really well so he's gonna introduce me to some of the cool people.
going back in time, i wanna write some about wednesday night. i spent the day with austin, which was absolutely great. wednesday night rolled around and we were planning on going to PLAY. well him and his buddy daniel decided to get some alchy so we could be tipsy when we got there, although austin didn't really wanna go, daniel made him. so i think i drunk about twice as much as daniel and austin did combined. and let me say, i felt it ALL night long. it was just vodka and green apple stuff, but it had mostly alchy in it. it was my first official being drunk. yeah i've gotten drunk to where i was buzzed, but never seriously drunk to where the night turns into segments. I remember big points in the night, but all i can rmemeber is drifting through the club fucked it. it was great, i'm tellin ya. It was about 2:00 am and Austin was tired of the place, so he and I left Daniel so we could go get some food. I remember him asking where I wanted to eat and there was a mickey D's open almost right around the corner from PLAY so we left and went there. I wanted mickeys and he wanted jack in the box(GAH!) so we parked on the side of the building and ate and just hung out. He went through my phone, which I didn't care, not like I have anything to hide. I almost kissed him a few times, but I held off cause I didn't wanna seem like a slut drunk. If anything does happen with us, then I want me to be sober and more coherent when I do. And I don't want our first kiss to be when I was drunk. Not that I was so drunk I couldn't think straight, cause I could, but I knew exactly what I was doing. The alcohol just gave me more of a push to do it, which I still didn't.
and now I push back the time to this AM. I told Austin to call me when he got off work around 6-7am to wake me up cause I couldn't wait to talk to him. Well he didn't, because he says if he knows I'm asleep, he hesitates to call because he doesn't like waking people up. So he didn't call. Well I was having this weird dream about doing a photo shoot with cleve and Austria, and the set was all funky. We were using this stupid farm background with pigs and a farmhouse on it. and then the song "I feel for you" started playing and THAT'S when I jumped up cause I thought about Austin. Well come to find out, it was 7:30 and I hadn't talked to him so I texted him and he called me. We talked for a few but he was on his way to et his mom's tags and was on the interstate. Since he and I had already went over our allowed minutes, we parted ways and he said he'd call me when he got up. He was heading to get the tags when going back home to go to bed, since he hadn't been to bed since he got off at 6:00. so yay I'll be waiting for that. I'm chatting on the gay.com now being bored. I need to go back to bed, I've only had like 7 hours of sleep. Which I am used to getting about 10-12. but 7-8 is the good amount of sleep to get, so I guess I'm not too bad off, maybe I can stay up.
This ugly duckling is off to waste my mind and become a zombie in this thing called chat.
Holla back, young'n
Michael
going back in time, i wanna write some about wednesday night. i spent the day with austin, which was absolutely great. wednesday night rolled around and we were planning on going to PLAY. well him and his buddy daniel decided to get some alchy so we could be tipsy when we got there, although austin didn't really wanna go, daniel made him. so i think i drunk about twice as much as daniel and austin did combined. and let me say, i felt it ALL night long. it was just vodka and green apple stuff, but it had mostly alchy in it. it was my first official being drunk. yeah i've gotten drunk to where i was buzzed, but never seriously drunk to where the night turns into segments. I remember big points in the night, but all i can rmemeber is drifting through the club fucked it. it was great, i'm tellin ya. It was about 2:00 am and Austin was tired of the place, so he and I left Daniel so we could go get some food. I remember him asking where I wanted to eat and there was a mickey D's open almost right around the corner from PLAY so we left and went there. I wanted mickeys and he wanted jack in the box(GAH!) so we parked on the side of the building and ate and just hung out. He went through my phone, which I didn't care, not like I have anything to hide. I almost kissed him a few times, but I held off cause I didn't wanna seem like a slut drunk. If anything does happen with us, then I want me to be sober and more coherent when I do. And I don't want our first kiss to be when I was drunk. Not that I was so drunk I couldn't think straight, cause I could, but I knew exactly what I was doing. The alcohol just gave me more of a push to do it, which I still didn't.
and now I push back the time to this AM. I told Austin to call me when he got off work around 6-7am to wake me up cause I couldn't wait to talk to him. Well he didn't, because he says if he knows I'm asleep, he hesitates to call because he doesn't like waking people up. So he didn't call. Well I was having this weird dream about doing a photo shoot with cleve and Austria, and the set was all funky. We were using this stupid farm background with pigs and a farmhouse on it. and then the song "I feel for you" started playing and THAT'S when I jumped up cause I thought about Austin. Well come to find out, it was 7:30 and I hadn't talked to him so I texted him and he called me. We talked for a few but he was on his way to et his mom's tags and was on the interstate. Since he and I had already went over our allowed minutes, we parted ways and he said he'd call me when he got up. He was heading to get the tags when going back home to go to bed, since he hadn't been to bed since he got off at 6:00. so yay I'll be waiting for that. I'm chatting on the gay.com now being bored. I need to go back to bed, I've only had like 7 hours of sleep. Which I am used to getting about 10-12. but 7-8 is the good amount of sleep to get, so I guess I'm not too bad off, maybe I can stay up.
This ugly duckling is off to waste my mind and become a zombie in this thing called chat.
Holla back, young'n
Michael