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Hola Compadres! Man it's been a crazy ghetto week ( 5days).
I've been gone since like Thursday. I tried to post from where I was , but their computers are so shitty. Damn weirdos. Football Practice starts tonight 5:30-8. Josh told me. But, Please just let me say.. OAK CREEK KNIGHTS FUCKING RULE! Hehe.
Well my sisters' been seeing this Jason guy. Adorable as hell, and he's the shit. He thinks he's a pimp sometimes, but he's really a great guy deep down. Well these bitches came to my sisters bar and tried to jump her so Jason got called and he came and sat there with her. Then DJ some guy (not my DJ) got Jason outside where 15 of his buddies were waiting for him. They jumped my poor Jason. He got kicked so ahrd in the knee that his tendons are fucked and needs surgery. They BIT his forehead! His ears are bruised, he's got 2 black eyes, a broken nose, on crutches, oh he's a mess. So then after he got out of the hospital, she took him abck to her apartment. So then they start getting threatening phone calls, and what not. So my sister calls me, and asks me what I'm doing friday-sat. I said nothing. She wanted me to watch Jason and her apartment. But as soon as I heard about what had happened to Jason, I got my gear on cocked my hat and called the Southside. (Nathaniel-Jamal n them)Heather was with me, Karly watched us get ready, goodtimes. Anyways, when I was done, my sister was here and she took us to her apartment and then I told Jason that I aint going to jail over dumb shit and that he needs to straighten up becuz I could die defending my sister. So Heather and I set out to go to the gas station and get to 28th & National. We got out there I had Jamal Nathaniel Kevin Me and Heather. 14 mother fuckers showed up. And this HUGE mexican bitch ( I am not racist) She tried to whoop me, man oh man. It felt good to box again, esp. with my guys. Heather did alright she's got mre bruises than I. I'm a biter, hehe I'm serious. The beatings just kept going and going because I was amd at Jeremy also. But When it was over I called everyone to let them know I was alive. Goodtimes. <3 Black n Gray <3 Black n Blue <3
Hola Compadres! Man it's been a crazy ghetto week ( 5days).
I've been gone since like Thursday. I tried to post from where I was , but their computers are so shitty. Damn weirdos. Football Practice starts tonight 5:30-8. Josh told me. But, Please just let me say.. OAK CREEK KNIGHTS FUCKING RULE! Hehe.
So yeah Josh and I got into it today. He said that I don't have a real use for him, and that I only call him when everyones mad at me or somethings wrong. Ok first off he knew that us trying to be friends over the summer wouldn't work we couldn't ever do it, but I guess it's supposed to be differnt this year. But what he doesn't see is that when something IS bothering me he's the first voice I want to hear, the first everything. He's the only person to calm me down. I can tell him anything. But, I'm afraid of me and him being so close like that tho. I'm afraid that me always loving Josh will interfere with Jeremy and I. But I can't get myself to admit it. Josh hates it when I'm with someone else, because he and I dated for 2 and a half years basically. It's like when I find out about Josh and someother gurl, it tears me apart to find out he's calling some other girl his baby girl ya know? And in return I know how he feels about someone calling me their baby girl. I don't want Josh to feel like he's second best, but I don't want Jeremy too either. Josh is my best guy friend, thru everything he's never turned his back on me. I've hurt him so many times you could write a boxed set about it. But thru everything he's always been there and always will be. Like I told some people when I get married, I want Josh to walk me down the aisle. He's perfect for it, If anyone should have the right I believe it should be him. reguardless of the fights. Thru the tears and years he's always been true to me. Besides that, someone help me. I mean when he's around I direct all my attention to him. "..I'm in love and always will be.. " Like now I am going to football to see them practice. I'm retarded. Like when it's football season I wear his jersey and shit I'm always all over football season. It's grand. I dunno.
Nothings really new. I'm kinda iffy about Jeremy and I. I don't know it's probably a Josh thing. Then Karly says that Jeremys off kissing some girl. Dude I'm pissed.
xo_kates_xo Will me mad at me..lol.
I've been gone since like Thursday. I tried to post from where I was , but their computers are so shitty. Damn weirdos. Football Practice starts tonight 5:30-8. Josh told me. But, Please just let me say.. OAK CREEK KNIGHTS FUCKING RULE! Hehe.
Well my sisters' been seeing this Jason guy. Adorable as hell, and he's the shit. He thinks he's a pimp sometimes, but he's really a great guy deep down. Well these bitches came to my sisters bar and tried to jump her so Jason got called and he came and sat there with her. Then DJ some guy (not my DJ) got Jason outside where 15 of his buddies were waiting for him. They jumped my poor Jason. He got kicked so ahrd in the knee that his tendons are fucked and needs surgery. They BIT his forehead! His ears are bruised, he's got 2 black eyes, a broken nose, on crutches, oh he's a mess. So then after he got out of the hospital, she took him abck to her apartment. So then they start getting threatening phone calls, and what not. So my sister calls me, and asks me what I'm doing friday-sat. I said nothing. She wanted me to watch Jason and her apartment. But as soon as I heard about what had happened to Jason, I got my gear on cocked my hat and called the Southside. (Nathaniel-Jamal n them)Heather was with me, Karly watched us get ready, goodtimes. Anyways, when I was done, my sister was here and she took us to her apartment and then I told Jason that I aint going to jail over dumb shit and that he needs to straighten up becuz I could die defending my sister. So Heather and I set out to go to the gas station and get to 28th & National. We got out there I had Jamal Nathaniel Kevin Me and Heather. 14 mother fuckers showed up. And this HUGE mexican bitch ( I am not racist) She tried to whoop me, man oh man. It felt good to box again, esp. with my guys. Heather did alright she's got mre bruises than I. I'm a biter, hehe I'm serious. The beatings just kept going and going because I was amd at Jeremy also. But When it was over I called everyone to let them know I was alive. Goodtimes. <3 Black n Gray <3 Black n Blue <3
Hola Compadres! Man it's been a crazy ghetto week ( 5days).
I've been gone since like Thursday. I tried to post from where I was , but their computers are so shitty. Damn weirdos. Football Practice starts tonight 5:30-8. Josh told me. But, Please just let me say.. OAK CREEK KNIGHTS FUCKING RULE! Hehe.
So yeah Josh and I got into it today. He said that I don't have a real use for him, and that I only call him when everyones mad at me or somethings wrong. Ok first off he knew that us trying to be friends over the summer wouldn't work we couldn't ever do it, but I guess it's supposed to be differnt this year. But what he doesn't see is that when something IS bothering me he's the first voice I want to hear, the first everything. He's the only person to calm me down. I can tell him anything. But, I'm afraid of me and him being so close like that tho. I'm afraid that me always loving Josh will interfere with Jeremy and I. But I can't get myself to admit it. Josh hates it when I'm with someone else, because he and I dated for 2 and a half years basically. It's like when I find out about Josh and someother gurl, it tears me apart to find out he's calling some other girl his baby girl ya know? And in return I know how he feels about someone calling me their baby girl. I don't want Josh to feel like he's second best, but I don't want Jeremy too either. Josh is my best guy friend, thru everything he's never turned his back on me. I've hurt him so many times you could write a boxed set about it. But thru everything he's always been there and always will be. Like I told some people when I get married, I want Josh to walk me down the aisle. He's perfect for it, If anyone should have the right I believe it should be him. reguardless of the fights. Thru the tears and years he's always been true to me. Besides that, someone help me. I mean when he's around I direct all my attention to him. "..I'm in love and always will be.. " Like now I am going to football to see them practice. I'm retarded. Like when it's football season I wear his jersey and shit I'm always all over football season. It's grand. I dunno.
Nothings really new. I'm kinda iffy about Jeremy and I. I don't know it's probably a Josh thing. Then Karly says that Jeremys off kissing some girl. Dude I'm pissed.
xo_kates_xo Will me mad at me..lol.