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Aug 18, 2006 02:05

In about 24 hours, I'll be just about to leave for Berkeley. I'm scared absolutely shitless. I'm sad like none other, and it makes me angry that everything just comes too late. Ha, story of my life. Better late than never? Yes. Doesn't mean I'm not mad about the late part. I'm writing this tonight cause I won't have time tomorrow, since I'm trying to spend as much time as I can out of this house tomorrow. Tonight is the last time I'm sleeping in my bed while it still smells like me.

These last few days I've tried to enjoy myself as much as I can, but sometimes I can't even look at people without choking back tears. There's honestly not a lot of people I'm actually gonna miss seeing and hanging out with, but the ones that I am gonna miss, I'm gonna miss more than I can explain, or want to explain. Like they say, better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

My cell phone is still gonna be super active, so I'll be texting a lot and of course you all know I'm an Internet nerd so I'll be online all the time.

On a lighter note, I went to Habibi tonight and there were these girls who thought they were hot but that totaly weren't dancing. It made me laugh. I wanna be able to dance like that, but uh, not really.

So yeah, I guess this is is goodbye to LA, at least until Thanksgiving haha
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