half meausre
The thing that pisses me off the most about myself is that I feel I have (or am just naive enough to believe that I have) enough opportunity to be happy in just persuasion the things I want to do, but when I just let myself bitch and moan about how I'm not doing anything. And when faced with the opportunity I'm instantly filled with dread and fear that I won't succeed, when to me just doing it is enough of success.. or is it?