Why bother?
I'm so easily discourage, and I don't know why.. I feel I usually have a pretty positive outlook on life. I mean I get upset sure, feel like I sometimes get the rough end of the stick.. but who doesn't, right? It probably doesn't help seeing so many people do so many amazing things, and all I can feel good about is getting another level up on Call of Duty: Black Ops multiplayer. Maybe I feel like I should be some sort of natural, or an expert in something the first day out. Which is ridiculous, I really wouldn't want to be so good at something. But I get so upset when I struggle so much, when to other's it's like second nature. I should be good at something, anything by now.. but the only thing I'm really sure of being good at is being hard on myself.
also, the doctor said it was "just hemorrhoids" but I could have remembered seeing something about them removing two growths. I don't know.. I'll know more in two weeks.. (which is a nice convenient amount of time for test results to come back). Though the picture the showed me didn't look anything like a hemorrhoid.
also, the doctor said it was "just hemorrhoids" but I could have remembered seeing something about them removing two growths. I don't know.. I'll know more in two weeks.. (which is a nice convenient amount of time for test results to come back). Though the picture the showed me didn't look anything like a hemorrhoid.