okay, I try and help one of my friends out, because she is dating a cheating lying asshole, and I do not trust him, not one bit, and I tried telling her what I've heard he has done, like talking shit about her, and saying they've had sex and shit, but she doesnt believe me, and she thinks I'm lying. thats so fucked up if you asked me. I'm really pissed off, and I dont want to say something I'm going to regret, so I'm just going to shut up, and do this survey
LAYER ONE
-- Name: Sarah
-- Birthdate: January 25
-- Birthplace: Springfield Massachussettes
-- Current Location: Satellite Beach, FL...the most boring place in the world...
-- Eye Color: its like a honey color
-- Hair Color: dirrty blone...lol
-- Height: 5'2
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: aquarius
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: its like everything
-- The shoes you wore today: vans
-- Your weakness: kissing my neck, biting
-- Your fears: clowns, heights
-- Your perfect pizza: publix *mmmm yumm*
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: not kill myself
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: aww!
-- Your thoughts first waking up: uhh more sleep
-- Your best physical feature: I'll take a rain check on the
-- Your bedtime: what bedtime?
-- Your most missed memory: being happy
LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke, pepsi is GROSS!
-- McDonald's or Burger King: micky d's
-- Single or group dates: mm depends
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas, nike makes there shit in sweatshops
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ice tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: both..twice the fun =)
-- Cappuccino or coffee: both
LAYER FIVE
-- smoke: I have before, their just cancer sticks
-- Cuss: hell fucking no! I'm a mother fucking goody-goody
-- Sing: yes
-- Take a shower everyday: yea...dont u?
-- Have a crush(es): yesum
-- Do you think you've been in love: what is love, anyways?
-- Want to go to college: dont know if I will live that long
-- Like high school: dont kno
-- Want to get married: I find marrige kinda pointless
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes
-- Think you're attractive: 2% of the time
-- Think you're a health freak: yeah..@ home mostly
-- Get along with your parents: no
-- Like thunderstorms: yeah
-- Play an instrument: piano
LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: yes
-- Done a drug: yes
-- Had Sex: yes
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: ick, no
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Been dumped: yes
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: yes
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: yes
LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been caught "doing something": err....not sure
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: yeah, I've been jumped before
-- Shoplifted: 5 finger discounts are the best ;-)
-- Changed who you were to fit in: hell no
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: I dont really care
-- Numbers and Names of Children: anthony, zachery
-- Describe your dream wedding: a happy day
-- How do you want to die: fast, painless, and soon
-- Where you want to go to college: I guess FSU
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: pschologist, or criminologist
-- What country would you most like to visit: italy, france, england
LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? whatever
-- Best hair color? brown w/ like natural highlights
-- Short or long hair: long, but not really long
-- Height: taller then me
-- Best weight: strong
-- Best articles of clothing: mmm sexy ecko shirt...or phat farm.. lol
-- Best first date location: somewhere
-- Best first kiss location: somewhere
LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: eh..I cant count that many
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: no one
-- Number of CDs that I own: I dont really know
-- Number of piercings: 2
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: I dont know
-- Number of scars on my body: waaaaay to many to count, I did most of them myself...:-\
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: I regret almost everything I've ever done
I hate myself. I have no reason for life. I'm nothing. I mean nothing, I should just end the pain....and I dont care if I'm 'feeling sorry for myself' its just another problem to add to my long, always growing list.