Update
Here's my update -- Finally.
[I might be making a new journal. Sorry folks]
So. I recently started talking to Barry and Josh again. They're guys I hung out with last April. Barry called me up like... a week ago I think and Ky, Me, and Britt started hanging out with Barry and Josh. I met Barry, Josh, and Justin with Ginger [sister] and Kylie back in April. I dated Justin, but it didn't seem to work out and about 4 mouths ago, I changed my cell number so he couldn't call me anymore because his new bitch found my number too. He's on and off dating this chick named Tanya, who is not his girlfriend, she's his bitch and I might have been a lot of things in my day, including a bitch, but I have NEVER been someones bitch. Like Barry said... "If Justin had a cock ring, she'd be it". She fucking follows him around like a sick dog. She has no life whatsoever. Josh wants me to date Justin again and get rid of her, Josh says he can't fucking stand her. I talked to Justin on Saturday and he was like "You changed your number huh? Yeah.. I tried calling a bunch". I started laughing. I was like what the fuck haha. Justin has yet to call me, but I never gave him the new number, if he really wanted to, he could get it from Josh because Josh has it memorized. Josh calls me like a billion times a day, which is fine. I kind of want to call Justin and see what's poppin', but I don't want to start trouble at his house because he just had surgery and I don't want Tanya trippin' and upsetting Justin's mom. Unlike her, I have more respect for myself than to move in and mooch off my boyfriends mom. *eyeroll* My family also has more respect for me than to do that. Moving in with your boyfriend is okay, but moving in with your boyfriend and HIS MOM... pathetic. Not having a job is a bonus t0o. w0ot w0ot. I might just leave it all alone though. I'm not sure far I really want to get back into it. I got out of it for a reason. But who knows. Sometimes I miss arguing with him. Hahahaha. But all in all. I don't.
Other news.
Darren broke up with me again. Nothing new. I really don't know what to do with that, other than just, bluh. I can't tell how he feels about me anymore. First he loves me, then he leaves me and tells me it's all a lie. So, I'm stuck at square one, just saying, bluh.
Other OTHER news.
I met, what I thought, was an awesome guy named Justin like two weeks ago. Gah. He was so cute. He was all talk about wanting a girlfriend and how cute I was and such, then we talk on the phone one day and he says "Relationships are nothing but problems"... not like I disagree, but still, he kept saying he wanted to date. Then I check my messages today and I get :
"Justin (1:20:06 AM): can we fuck?
Justin (1:20:10 AM): please.....
Justin (1:20:11 AM): lol
Justin (1:20:15 AM): let me know ok"
Cute. So this really cool cute guy just wants a piece of ass. Funny how he was all talk about taking me out places and treating me right, then I get the fun old question of "can we fuck?" God. I love guys. I really fucking do. Not.
Anywho. News Years Eve and such is going to be spent at Barry's getting sloshed and having fun with the crowd I'm so fond of. Haha. I might call Justin later, but I highly doubt it, I find myself not as interested as I expected I would be, and not nearly excited as I thought about seeing him again.
Oh!! I saw Daniel Saturday night! Daniel Wade, a kid I met back in 8th grade. Curtis called me being creepy, saying some kid that went to WEst thought I was really cute and took pictures of me =\ and he wanted to meet me. I was fuckin freaked up. I met Curtis and his "friend" at the Big Freddies at like 10:30PM and Daniel popped out and hugged me! I was like OMGOMG! DANIEL! WOO! I missed that kid. He's changed SO much. <3 It was awesome seeing Dan Dan the Snowman!
I have to see "Fat Albert" when it comes out. YES!
-bye bye-
[I might be making a new journal. Sorry folks]
So. I recently started talking to Barry and Josh again. They're guys I hung out with last April. Barry called me up like... a week ago I think and Ky, Me, and Britt started hanging out with Barry and Josh. I met Barry, Josh, and Justin with Ginger [sister] and Kylie back in April. I dated Justin, but it didn't seem to work out and about 4 mouths ago, I changed my cell number so he couldn't call me anymore because his new bitch found my number too. He's on and off dating this chick named Tanya, who is not his girlfriend, she's his bitch and I might have been a lot of things in my day, including a bitch, but I have NEVER been someones bitch. Like Barry said... "If Justin had a cock ring, she'd be it". She fucking follows him around like a sick dog. She has no life whatsoever. Josh wants me to date Justin again and get rid of her, Josh says he can't fucking stand her. I talked to Justin on Saturday and he was like "You changed your number huh? Yeah.. I tried calling a bunch". I started laughing. I was like what the fuck haha. Justin has yet to call me, but I never gave him the new number, if he really wanted to, he could get it from Josh because Josh has it memorized. Josh calls me like a billion times a day, which is fine. I kind of want to call Justin and see what's poppin', but I don't want to start trouble at his house because he just had surgery and I don't want Tanya trippin' and upsetting Justin's mom. Unlike her, I have more respect for myself than to move in and mooch off my boyfriends mom. *eyeroll* My family also has more respect for me than to do that. Moving in with your boyfriend is okay, but moving in with your boyfriend and HIS MOM... pathetic. Not having a job is a bonus t0o. w0ot w0ot. I might just leave it all alone though. I'm not sure far I really want to get back into it. I got out of it for a reason. But who knows. Sometimes I miss arguing with him. Hahahaha. But all in all. I don't.
Other news.
Darren broke up with me again. Nothing new. I really don't know what to do with that, other than just, bluh. I can't tell how he feels about me anymore. First he loves me, then he leaves me and tells me it's all a lie. So, I'm stuck at square one, just saying, bluh.
Other OTHER news.
I met, what I thought, was an awesome guy named Justin like two weeks ago. Gah. He was so cute. He was all talk about wanting a girlfriend and how cute I was and such, then we talk on the phone one day and he says "Relationships are nothing but problems"... not like I disagree, but still, he kept saying he wanted to date. Then I check my messages today and I get :
"Justin (1:20:06 AM): can we fuck?
Justin (1:20:10 AM): please.....
Justin (1:20:11 AM): lol
Justin (1:20:15 AM): let me know ok"
Cute. So this really cool cute guy just wants a piece of ass. Funny how he was all talk about taking me out places and treating me right, then I get the fun old question of "can we fuck?" God. I love guys. I really fucking do. Not.
Anywho. News Years Eve and such is going to be spent at Barry's getting sloshed and having fun with the crowd I'm so fond of. Haha. I might call Justin later, but I highly doubt it, I find myself not as interested as I expected I would be, and not nearly excited as I thought about seeing him again.
Oh!! I saw Daniel Saturday night! Daniel Wade, a kid I met back in 8th grade. Curtis called me being creepy, saying some kid that went to WEst thought I was really cute and took pictures of me =\ and he wanted to meet me. I was fuckin freaked up. I met Curtis and his "friend" at the Big Freddies at like 10:30PM and Daniel popped out and hugged me! I was like OMGOMG! DANIEL! WOO! I missed that kid. He's changed SO much. <3 It was awesome seeing Dan Dan the Snowman!
I have to see "Fat Albert" when it comes out. YES!
-bye bye-