Jul 03, 2010 15:04
So I'm having one of those super-bad, please remind me why I shouldn't just end it all. Please. PLEASE. I think Castiel is the only reason I'm not dead right at the moment.
I tried to get Cas out after my shower, but he didn't want to. So I sat next to his enclosure bawling my eyes out for a good ten+ minutes. He sorta freaked out. And came right up to me against the glass. And then I tried again and he came and crawled up to my shoulder. He's been there since.
So! I'm trying to come up with stuff to write on cards to post around my apartment. Things. Reasons to not kill myself. So far I have: Cas, Birds, Clouds, and Beauty in the World. Have you got anything else?
emo winter depression