Nov 25, 2003 01:01
When you go all I know is your my favorite mistake. My FAVORITE mistake. Your friends are sorry for me, they watch you pretend to adore me. Here comes your secret lover, he'll be unlike any other. Did you know when you go its the perfect ending to the bad day I've gotten used to spending. You're my favorite mistake. Maybe nothing lasts forever after even wehn you stay together, its your laughter so I wont hold on to it this way. I am lost without but I didn't know what to do for you. So i wasn't the one to be with you. Did you see me walking by, did it ever make you cry. Your my favorite mistake. Your my favorite mistake.
I want to cry so hard. For hours and hours. These tears inside of me are like poison. I can laugh out loud but I can't laugh inside. Maybe I am just blind. I would never let you down even if I could. Love me when im gone. Love me when im gone. I wont tell you a damn thing you can't make me. Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone. So love me when Im gone.
PART OF ME IS FIGHTING THIS BUT PART OF ME IS GONE. GONE...........
I have so much i need to do that isnt what i have to do. Why do you keep me from the world i know.
I've got to run to keep from hiding and im bound to keep on riding. But I am not going to let them catch the midnight rider. I don't own the cloths im wearing and the road goes on forever. Im not going to let them catch me.
I fought it so long I didn't have the strength to be the man I was or wanted to be. I fought the thoughts I fought who I had decided I was. Who is to say that I am not who I am and I am not happy because really no one is happy. When we figure everything out we know too much. How can we function when we know more than someone else, but how can we live and all know the same things. Like a communism of the mind. Mind communism. Everyone gets the same no matter what they put in. WHEN UNDERSTANDING IS GAINED TO HIGHER MEANINGS OF LIFE EVERYTHING SEEMS SO TRIVIAL.
Really what is the point?
We are here. Now what.
NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES DONT MAKE YOU APPRECIATE LIFE MORE IT ONLY MAKE YOU APPRECIATE OTHERS LESS.
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