Bootcamp
Out of bootcamp and loving actual civilization. Every weekend my baby is coming down so far the only thing i hate is that she was hurt to find out that when i get phase two i am not allowed to leave base for the night other than if i get a chit which i can unfortunately only get once in a while not on an everyday basis. i can't wait till i get phase three and i haven't even gotten two yet. Having a pretty good time other than that though. although i must say that i did save a lot of money. oh well hopefully i will be getting my car here shortly and i hope that i will have enough money to go around. i'm sure i will make it work. we'll see what the paymnet s are a week. but yeah i never realized how much love can grow for other people when the heart is away from it's other soulmate. i couldn't believe that the letters that had kept coming from a certain someone, everyday, actually had a face. after a while it just seemed like i loved a letter not a person, but once i saw her for the first time in a while all of my feelings hit me like a freight train full of cantalope. I couldn't believe the feeling, it wasn't the older feeling i had, it was a stronger deeper love then i have ever felt before and if anything has ever worked before, this will totally blow it away because only people with the same feeling of love for their "other half" know what i might even be hinting at. to sum it up she will be the one that i marry and the one that i will die with in my bed as we lie next to each other at our ripe old age. She makes my life feel worth living. I Love you baby and nothing will ever cross our paths that we are not both there to handle it. I will always be there for you!