Things and stuff
So lately I've been waking up far too late and going to bed far too early, as in early in the morning. Ugh! I feel kind of like I wasted the end of my summer, but it also makes me excited to start school and really kick its ass this semester. Its kind of like, I've done a whole lot of nothing...I need to do something.
I am excited that I am getting close to being done with college. It might have taken me longer than it is supposed to but I've never been very punctual and I've come to accept that.
I did a fun photo shoot with my friend Dave, I am excited to see the photos because they looked really cool on his camera. Cassie came over and helped me get ready for the pictures, it felt kind of like going to a high school dance.
As I get older I think about marriage more and more. Like the age when I am supposed to be married is coming up faster and faster and I am by no means ready for it. I want to travel still. I want to do things that require money! Which means I need to finish school and find a job...make that a career. I really don't know if I am ready for the things that come along with marriage; like owning a house and thinking about children. I am not responsible enough for children, that is for sure. My life is this jumble between young adulthood and this weird transition of thinking about marriage and life as a two person unit. It kind of scares and excites me. I feel like marriage is like high school when you're about to start middle school. Its new, its more mature, its some how cooler than whatever I'm doing, there are sweet TV shows about it, and its expected of me start preparing for it. Well fuck preparing for it, I am just not ready for it. Sure the idea is romantic and we all wish for that romantic comedy type short engagement, but really what is the rush? I am happy where I am.
Anyways! I am going to attempt to be productive and go to the bank and such.
Love always,
Sarah
I am excited that I am getting close to being done with college. It might have taken me longer than it is supposed to but I've never been very punctual and I've come to accept that.
I did a fun photo shoot with my friend Dave, I am excited to see the photos because they looked really cool on his camera. Cassie came over and helped me get ready for the pictures, it felt kind of like going to a high school dance.
As I get older I think about marriage more and more. Like the age when I am supposed to be married is coming up faster and faster and I am by no means ready for it. I want to travel still. I want to do things that require money! Which means I need to finish school and find a job...make that a career. I really don't know if I am ready for the things that come along with marriage; like owning a house and thinking about children. I am not responsible enough for children, that is for sure. My life is this jumble between young adulthood and this weird transition of thinking about marriage and life as a two person unit. It kind of scares and excites me. I feel like marriage is like high school when you're about to start middle school. Its new, its more mature, its some how cooler than whatever I'm doing, there are sweet TV shows about it, and its expected of me start preparing for it. Well fuck preparing for it, I am just not ready for it. Sure the idea is romantic and we all wish for that romantic comedy type short engagement, but really what is the rush? I am happy where I am.
Anyways! I am going to attempt to be productive and go to the bank and such.
Love always,
Sarah