El Jay I don't think you can handle this...
Sooo another night goes by...in Pullman. It's getting colder. I can wear sweatshirts now, and coats. The wind is pressing agaisnt the side of my house and my sliding door. Its making pretty noises but its kind of cold in here. Tomorrow morning I have to do journal entries for my history class. Which is in...7 hours. I have to wake up in like..5? Yeah like 5 hours. I am feelin super insomnia right now, and a complete lack of motivation. I want to sleep. But I need to make notecards for my journal entries tomorrow. I also have 2 midterms...
I haven't read hardly anything for either. I am slacking hardcore.
I need some motivation, but alas I am not finding it in myself like I was before. I don't feel driven towards a goal as much. I feel like I am paddling through courses when I don't really know what I want to do. I need some kind of motivation. I met a lot of the vet school students. And they're all stuck up and fuckin pricks. It doesn't make me want to go to school there.
I've been thinking about travel a lot lately, and possibley studying abroad. I think I might take a light course load next semseter and rock out some Japanese. See if I can study there or something. I want to visit new places. If I am going to have this weird detached sense of self in a new place I would like to do it somewhere besides Washington. I want to go somewhere completely new. I hate sorority girls.
They're fucking annoying and bitches. And all the guys here want to fuck them. UGH!
I am sure things will be better tomorrow.
Better tomorrow.
...
good night
I haven't read hardly anything for either. I am slacking hardcore.
I need some motivation, but alas I am not finding it in myself like I was before. I don't feel driven towards a goal as much. I feel like I am paddling through courses when I don't really know what I want to do. I need some kind of motivation. I met a lot of the vet school students. And they're all stuck up and fuckin pricks. It doesn't make me want to go to school there.
I've been thinking about travel a lot lately, and possibley studying abroad. I think I might take a light course load next semseter and rock out some Japanese. See if I can study there or something. I want to visit new places. If I am going to have this weird detached sense of self in a new place I would like to do it somewhere besides Washington. I want to go somewhere completely new. I hate sorority girls.
They're fucking annoying and bitches. And all the guys here want to fuck them. UGH!
I am sure things will be better tomorrow.
Better tomorrow.
...
good night