SIGH
It's my turn to whine about bodily annoying-ness. My back is a bit sore. Weird. I must've slept wrong - which I don't normally do. Anyway, I think it's all this guilt building up. Not doing uni work that is. Only a month or so to go, and... I'm just drained. And can't be bothered. I really hope I pass. It was probably a bad idea overloading this semester marks wise. But I'm desperate to finish this chapter of my life. As it's been the suckiest yet.
Tons of "stuff" I want to do once I finish uni. Priority is finding a job (which I am very, very stressed about. Since my piece of paper I get from uni means nothing) and then moving out hopefully by end of next year or early 2010 (wow... already). Don't think I'll be doing any heavy travelling anytime soon - unless the offer is too good to refuse.
I got a letter from Monash the other day about applying for English Honours program next year because I'm apparently doing so well. The requirements are an English major, at least 70% in 3 2nd/3rd ENH subjects. Which is poppy-cock. Since I've only ever done ONE English unit last year. And barely scraped a 70 in that as a matter of fact. My dad opened this letter before I got home (of course), so, at least my parents think I'm smart at something, even though Monash is most likely just very desperate for Honours students next year.
I think I would've considered it if it was for Behavioural Studies. Though, again, I have enough trouble writing 2000 words let alone 10,000.
So anyway, spontaneously went to aussiebuffy's last night. For milkshakes and pizza and Dermot Mulroney :) It was fun! Played the newspaper quizzes with the guys she knew at the café who were pretty hilarious and had their yummy Blue Heaven milkshake and pizza. Watched the Wedding Date and Copycat.
Oh, and I forgot to mention last week. When I went to father's day dinner with my family. And my uncle. After the incident at my 21st. It was awkward... a bit. Better than I imagined. Hmmm. Consciously trying to act normal is difficult at the best of times. But yeah.
I'm feeling a little bit out of touch with some people lately. It's my fault. But sometimes I just don't feel like seeing people. In general. Such an introvert.
I'm really looking forward to chilling in a month's time and putting all my effort into finding a job, watching QaF, being a Torchwood (and maybe a Dr. Who) geek and you know, other productive stuff, like.
Tons of "stuff" I want to do once I finish uni. Priority is finding a job (which I am very, very stressed about. Since my piece of paper I get from uni means nothing) and then moving out hopefully by end of next year or early 2010 (wow... already). Don't think I'll be doing any heavy travelling anytime soon - unless the offer is too good to refuse.
I got a letter from Monash the other day about applying for English Honours program next year because I'm apparently doing so well. The requirements are an English major, at least 70% in 3 2nd/3rd ENH subjects. Which is poppy-cock. Since I've only ever done ONE English unit last year. And barely scraped a 70 in that as a matter of fact. My dad opened this letter before I got home (of course), so, at least my parents think I'm smart at something, even though Monash is most likely just very desperate for Honours students next year.
I think I would've considered it if it was for Behavioural Studies. Though, again, I have enough trouble writing 2000 words let alone 10,000.
So anyway, spontaneously went to aussiebuffy's last night. For milkshakes and pizza and Dermot Mulroney :) It was fun! Played the newspaper quizzes with the guys she knew at the café who were pretty hilarious and had their yummy Blue Heaven milkshake and pizza. Watched the Wedding Date and Copycat.
Oh, and I forgot to mention last week. When I went to father's day dinner with my family. And my uncle. After the incident at my 21st. It was awkward... a bit. Better than I imagined. Hmmm. Consciously trying to act normal is difficult at the best of times. But yeah.
I'm feeling a little bit out of touch with some people lately. It's my fault. But sometimes I just don't feel like seeing people. In general. Such an introvert.
I'm really looking forward to chilling in a month's time and putting all my effort into finding a job, watching QaF, being a Torchwood (and maybe a Dr. Who) geek and you know, other productive stuff, like.