crushhhh
so... i think i have a hot crush on one of my acting instructors. *sigh* yes, shameful, i know... but i just can't help it! he's so... mmfff, sexy. and i don't care if he's significantly older, it's not like i've never been there. usually i'm not confident enough to initiate anything... but come the end of my course, oh you bet i won't be wasting any opportunities. i've done that way too many times in the past and regetted it. hopefully my feelings will just die down by then though... it's still too premature to say.