Mar 08, 2005 23:49
i like the act of mailing a letter. it is like giving a gift, in a small way.
i like depriving myself of the things i like. it is comforting, in a controlling sort of way.
i like torturing myself, for the same reason.
if i could trap myself within this sound i would. to be surrounded by 360 degrees of sound. what do you suppose it would be to you, if you were encased in sound? one piercing penetration? a melange of tones wound into one? a neverending echo?
when i am with you i could be inside anything just to feel life. when i am with you i am inside everything, breathing outside in. when i am with you i tread all of these realms.
when i am with you i evaporate.