Can't get to sleep!!! =(

[foxylady3688]

Ok, I said I'm not doin this journal thing anymore but it's like 2:30 in the morning and this seemed better than talkin to the wall! ha but anyway I'm a freakin insomniac and it's startin to piss me off! haha oh well If I type long enough it HAS to wear me out! Well let's see I'm gonna tell ya what I've been doin regaurdless if anyone reads this! I'll just write it down so I'll remember it later when I get like mamma and get menopausal and forgetful! haha but I <3 my mama anyways! Well let's see about a week and a half ago I went to panama city beach, florida with mom and her best friend cathy and it was absolutely amazingggg =) the ocean was really calm and stuff and the waves were not big at all..which was weird cause I'm used to the waves at virginia beach or whatever that like pick you up and throw you to shore and my top was usually off! haha I'm a dork..but I got them to eat at Dirty Dick's crab house haha & as you would guess Em did not have crabs....she had chicken! then the next day we layed out and I swear my face was only exposed for like 30 minutes and I woke up the next morning and my face was blistered all over! but the rest of me was fine I looked tan and stuff...gawsh it was awful I had to like soak my face in water and then put noxema and aloe vera and all this stuff on it I looked like a martian freak hehe but then we went shoppin and then swam in the waterfall pool cause I could not go out in the sun that whole day cause of my face..haha we were drivin by one of these redneck bars and some guy that looked like uncle jesse off the dukes of hazzard was into it with this other guy and he was yellin "Don't yell at me mother fucker, I got some gators at home to eat your ass!" hahaha i laughed so hard I don't think the guy knew what he was talkin about but then somethin gross happened...I was in the hot tub talkin to these guys from tennessee and one guy got out of the hot tub and had his back to me and I was like mmmkay but then he turned around and had his weiner flopped out gettin ready to pee in the hot tub! I was like omg..your not modest are ya...but ya know to pee in the water where everyone's sittin is pretty yuck! but haha that's bout all on that we stayed four days and I hated to leave! so we came back to cathy's in Dahlonega, Georgia and I decided to stay here cause we're in the process of moving and i don't really like that process so i'm kickin back here til stuff gets settled in or whatever....but i do miss josh and mott and my lil cousins and lori and kenny and jason and the whole gang! I haven't got to talk to anyone in a couple days I been busy but i need to call tomorrow fo sho! uhhh love is so confusing i'm thinkin bout givin up on it cause I hate fightin and arguin..but I've learned all good things must come to an end..and you learn from them even though they hurt like hell...and they are always in your memory...and time heals a lot of things...time makes you bolder...and change must come for everyone...let's see what other insightful quotes I can think of hmmm the first cut is the deepest* I guess I always thought that spring valley was my home forever but now that I've gotten away from it...I've seen there is a lot bigger world out there with tons of people in it..but sometimes I miss the ol' house but i know that I can't expect things to be the same forever and that's been the hardest thing for me to figure out..amd believe me i still ain't got 2% of fuckin life figured out! haha this shit's gonna take me forever but oh well enough with these lil life quotes gawsh i think it's in my callin to be a shrink I got a life quote for any situation! that's cause I'm CRAZAY just like em' hahaha but oh well I think I might be tired now so Imma go on to bed! hard to tell when i'll write again...lol oh well goodnight
Emmalee Kathleen*