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[foxyjocelyn]

BLAHFHV
what the hell.
i don't know what to do.
i know i shouldn't talk to him
and i should just tell him that it's not fair to me
because i know that it is holding me back.
but at the same time, wouldn't not talking to him at all make this even harder?
we've just been acting like nothing ever happened
and we're just good ole friends
but the whole time i know that i'm just faking it
and it doesn't feel right. it isn't right.
i don't know what to dooo :o(

why do i miss somebody that treated me so horribly?