in love.
i said i love you to his face and he said it back to me. <3
i realized that i've never said I love you to my boyfriend's face. I mean the first time i said it I was wasted. And we were only dating for 3 months then. It was new year's and I was in boston at a friend's new year's party and he was home. that night after I said it was disastrous. I ended crying in my friend's bathroom for an hour. he had to calm me down. andy confronted me a few days later after I got back from Boston, and asked me about it. I told him I meant it. I did. granted it was early, but i really like him a lot. he told me then that he only says, "i love you" to a girl if he wants to marry her, so for him to say that back to me makes me melt. plus, he started dating me with the idea that it won't last long and that he doesn't want to settle down anytime soon, but i won him over. Sweetness!!!
the second time, I said I love you, which was a month ago, he paused and said I think I love you too. This was over the phone, so imagine how it was last night when i said it to his face. we were both soooo happy that we ended up going to bed to cuddle. (we both needed to get up early to go to work.) it didn't last long because as i was slowly passing out, he was like, "i'm restless and too happy to fall asleep. want to go grab some food at a diner." So we got up and went to a diner at 2am.
I didn't go to bed until 5am. so needless to say, I was very dead at work. Despite being half alive at work today, I can't get rid of my botox smile on my face. I've never been happier.<3<3<3
i realized that i've never said I love you to my boyfriend's face. I mean the first time i said it I was wasted. And we were only dating for 3 months then. It was new year's and I was in boston at a friend's new year's party and he was home. that night after I said it was disastrous. I ended crying in my friend's bathroom for an hour. he had to calm me down. andy confronted me a few days later after I got back from Boston, and asked me about it. I told him I meant it. I did. granted it was early, but i really like him a lot. he told me then that he only says, "i love you" to a girl if he wants to marry her, so for him to say that back to me makes me melt. plus, he started dating me with the idea that it won't last long and that he doesn't want to settle down anytime soon, but i won him over. Sweetness!!!
the second time, I said I love you, which was a month ago, he paused and said I think I love you too. This was over the phone, so imagine how it was last night when i said it to his face. we were both soooo happy that we ended up going to bed to cuddle. (we both needed to get up early to go to work.) it didn't last long because as i was slowly passing out, he was like, "i'm restless and too happy to fall asleep. want to go grab some food at a diner." So we got up and went to a diner at 2am.
I didn't go to bed until 5am. so needless to say, I was very dead at work. Despite being half alive at work today, I can't get rid of my botox smile on my face. I've never been happier.<3<3<3