it has been awhile hasn't it
andria's mad at me for having someone else but her to hangout with, and the fact that i was supposed to go to gasparilla with her and i didnt. bullshit, but im stressing out about it because i feel i should, she's my bestfriend, right? 54 more days to go, 9 have past. I dont know what to do with it all. Im starting something i know im going to have to finish in august. why am i doing this to myself? fuck im happy, which in my life ends up with me fucking someone elses life over for me to be there. In this case andria's. Past..nate's. Love you, you have no idea how much of my hapiness comes from you being in my life, less than half of course but atleast 40 percent. My car is brokeded, should be fixed this weekend. I miss it dearly. My dad handed me the piston, it was depressing. Im not stressing so much about andria i think because im so happy with where I am. New people to hang out with and guys thank god for guys. I have always been able to get along with them easier. Fuck girls. Except leanne she's more of a guy girl to me than anyone i know. We're friends again which is nice. I forgot about New York this summer. Deffinetly. Speaking of PA Best called me on saturday night at 3 am who's to say i wasn't sleeping, well i wasnt i was at mike's with kevin and the bunch. But still, you'd think after not speaking to for a month and a half maybe even more, i wouldnt be on his "call when I'm drunk" list. I didn't have anyhting so say to him, i still don't. Cya