Sep 23, 2005 10:52
HEY YOU GUYS SOMEONE ASKED ME IF IT WAS OKAY TO LEAVE ME COMMENTS CAUSE THEY THOUGHT I DIDN'T WANT ANY AND I THOUGHT I WOULD SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT IF YOU WANT TO COMMENT DO SO IF YOU DO NOT THEN DON'T. I WON'T FREAK OUT AND EAT YOUR YOUNG.......TODAY. J/K OR AM I?!?!?!?
so yeah this is life. i'm working with my mommy. yay!!! things haven't been mad eventful lately. it generally been just this humdrum thing. go to work come home cook eat sleep and then again the same thing. boredom is setting in my friends. well there is some excitement i guess. i've got a new boyfriend, oh so sexi in sort of a t.i way. definitely a big change from j. not that there was anything wrong with j, they are just different. cedric likes to ride around with his friends and wear shades and take pictures and stuff like that. yes yes he's a normie, a hot normie. it weird because i usually go for the big cuddly kinda nerdy bear type, you know sweet, passionate and with the ability to kick alittle ass (although ceddi is strong he lifted me and let's not front y'all know my big ass was shocked right?) but instead i'm going out with the lean and chill guy not the least nerdy very sweet and sensitive but not in the least bit nerdy or weird really and i love it! he totally excepts that i'm a dork and loves it and we just share so many little funny things. so this is like? i think i like like. it's nice. it sure as hell is not as stable as love but it's what i think i need right now. love is so heavy always dramatic and taking so much out of u. wow joey has been gone for awhile now. but it's like we talk just about everyday so it's like we're still close. y'all pray 4 my friend because he's going thru it. i'm not going to hit y'all with the specs because well.....let's just say i won't but he needs as many as he can get right now. the first man i ever really loved so initimately that i couldn't shake it if i tried he's inside of me, everywhere i go. he's so much of who i am that a day can't go by that i don't think of him. now i don't know if it's that i'm not tempted everyday or what but although he's a part of me it's not a sexual thing it's like he's the other part of me that i can just walk and talk and chill with. my best friend. my heart. well i guess that's enough for now.
talk to u later,
d nice (okay i just wanted to try it once if i can't say it atleast i can type it right? okay fine talk to u later, danni. are u happy now?!?!?!?!)