hey......but galen I NEED PANTS!!!!
HEY KIDS! Yay! I GOT TO SEE IDLEWILD! YAY ANDRE 3000! YAY CHRONOMETROPHOBIA (okay that one was pushing it). Yeah, i went to the movies with galen, worried about catching the bus, ate cookies and sbarros. was told i look like a butterball (in a cute way wtf? realized how amazing shaq is (u stupid who) lol. realized that i'm not as alone as i think i am. i wanted to smack a ho for no good reason. sometimes i really just wanna break shit. i think oneday i will. it's weird to see your emotional twin in someone u feel is your complete opposite. now that i think about it i think my non-violent approach to life is seriously affecting how violent my thoughts are. today i actually visualized pulling a chick by her ponytail nad just flinging her like a ragdoll because she said something mildly disrespectful. at what point does a person determine she needs therapy? i've been contemplating going to the counseling services places here at school, but i've been in the same place for so long i'm honestly comfortable, but i know i'm probably not healthy. but at the same time i know eating fries isn't necessarily the best thing for me but i haven't gone to a center for that. whatever, maybe u guys can shed a little light/give a little personal perspective on this whole thing. much love. nighty night